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it’s been a long time coming @ 10:10 am

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i’ve loved the song “light years away” by mozella for a long time now, well before i could ever even relate to it. after the breakup last year, its words were comforting but presented me with the foreign concept of forgiveness and moving on. ever since then, i have anxiously awaited the day i could finally hear the song and feel it 100%. well, i just realized the other day that i’ve finally reached that day.

here are the lyrics:

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and hard place
We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away

thomas, what you and she did to me was very wrong, especially the latter situation, and i doubt i’ll ever forget that sting. however, i’m over it. i’m a different person now, and my life has gone on just fine without you in it…something i once thought could not ever be possible. that being said, i’m absolutely okay, and i have been for awhile now. i’m at peace with what happened, and it doesn’t bother me anymore.

kudos to justin for showing me this song so very long ago, and kudos to mozella for putting these emotions so beautifully into music.

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